Originally this entry was going to be about my whole experiences with people here since I've moved away from the BOOT (Louisiana). About how i left the comforting, social, and calm people in the south to come here to the rudes and know-it-alls of the great northeast (YES Va is a part of the Northeast, not the south). But I decided to make it an open apology & admittance entry instead. It just never ceases to amaze me the way a lot of people around here think I'm such an a-hole and ... maybe I am or can be at times and I do apologize for this but anyway ... here goes.. I had or have this friend whose always giddy giddy gum drop, happy go lucky like ALL the time ... and I must admit that I've been known to be pretty happy go lucky type of guy myself most of the time. Sooo when we're around each other there's a 90% chance one of us is gonna end the day upset at the other for some childish and unexplained reason. My problem is ... I get aggravated & annoyed very easily and I don't feel like playing all the time ... and as a result when she's in the joking mood ... I'm not, when I'm in the joking mood... she's not; and all hell breaks loose. That and the fact that I'm a bit of a hypocrite :-). I'll tell her I don't like this and that (her name calling) and she'll still do it over and over and over and.... well yea, I do my part. At least I'm awesome enough to admit that I"m a hypocrite. All of us are in some way form or fashion. I do apologize though.
That and the fact that people know I'm the type of person with an awesome sense of humor. I like to make people smile, make people happy and such but I get the "You play too much", "You're never serious" complaints A LOT. But the minute I get serious I get the "Why are you so mean?" when in all actuality ... I"m not being mean... I"m just being serious. It's what you asked for right?? SOoo I've decided to stop trying to plz everyone... I'm gonna be me and do as I does. I mean ... why ask for something when u know for a fact you can't handle it?? On another note ... it's kind of hard to express what you're saying or HOW you're saying what you're saying via chat, email, instant messaging and all these other means of communication where there is no possible way that the person on the receiving end can hear the speakers tone of voice. I was having a convo with some one the other day via text messaging and it went a lil something like this convo:
6:22pm (Person): HEY
6:30pm (Person): Javonnnnnnn!!!!
6:40pm (Me) : What
6:41pm (Person): Why you gotta be so mean with it?!
6:42pm (Me) : :-| wtf
Anyway ... As i was sayin ... It is what it is :-). I apologize to the person(s) that I went thru these events with IF they even read this... which is highly unlikely. :-\ Does this make me a bad person??
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